One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was walking in the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many things were not right. He thought about those who had lied about him back when he had a job.
His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and cheated him. He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned to the illness he had, that no one could cure. His very soul was filled with anger, resentment, and frustration.
Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not find, knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears in his eyes, he prayed:
'Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You have told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you have told me to forgive. I am sad, Lord, because I cannot, I don't know how. It is not fair Lord, I didn't deserve these wrongs that were done against me and I shouldn't have to forgive. As perfect as your way is Lord, this one thing I cannot do, for I don't know how to forgive. My anger is so deep Lord, I fear I may not hear you, but I pray you will teach me to do the one thing I cannot do: Teach me to forgive .'
As he knelt there in the quiet shade of that old oak tree, he felt something fall onto his shoulder. He opened his eyes. Out of the corner of one eye, he saw something red on his shirt. He could not turn to see what it was because where the oak tree had been was a large square piece of wood in the ground. He raised his head and saw two feet held to the wood with a large spike through them.
He raised his head more, and tears came to his eyes as he saw Jesus hanging on a cross. He saw spikes in His hands, a gash in His side, a torn and battered body, deep thorns sunk into His head. Finally he saw the suffering and pain on His precious face. As their eyes met, the man's tears turned to sobbing, and Jesus began to speak.
'Have you ever told a lie?' He asked?
The man answered - 'Yes, Lord..'
'Have you ever been given too much change and kept it?'
The man answered - 'Yes.. Lord.' And the man sobbed more and more.
'Have you ever taken something from work that wasn't yours?' Jesus asked?
And the man answered, 'Yes, Lord.'
'Have you ever sworn, using my Father's name in vain?'
The man, crying now, answered - 'Yes, Lord.'
As Jesus asked many more times, 'Have you ever'? The man's crying became uncontrollable, for he could only answer - 'Yes, Lord'.
Then Jesus turned His head from one side to the other, and the man felt something fall on his other shoulder He looked and saw that it was the blood of Jesus. When he looked back up, his eyes met those of Jesus, and there was a look of love the man had never seen or known before.
Jesus said, 'I didn't deserve this either, but I forgive you.'
It may be hard to see how you're going to get through something, but when you look back in life, you realize how true this statement is.
Read the following first line slowly and let it sink in.
If God brings you to it - He will bring you through it.
10 years ago
6 comments:
Great post.
I have always loved and tried to remember the last line of your post!
Forgivness is such a hard thing fro us to give sometimes but we should learn from our Lord by how quickly he forgave us.
Great post!
i havfe been feeling guilty lately cause i have never been a bishop in the mormon church, or on the high counsel, or invented something, or wrote something and that has made my wife very unhappy with me and i get real depressed
I'm one of those slightly skeptable people who is not sure it is God that brings us to our hard times but I do believe he will bring us through them, always, if we lean on him.
You are right about forgiveness. I think it is the hardest thing for us humans to do. There is always something we are hanging on to from our past that has been hurtful and we love to feel like victims. Forgiveness is the way for us to take control of our lives by not being victims of the wrongs anymore. Also, remembering that we have done our share of wrongdoing too.
Thanks
question, with facebook, plurk, twitter, why do you choose to blog to people that are on your sidebar????{everyone is on facebook you know don't you/?
Thanks for the sweet comment. We've had all kinds of computer/ camera trouble so I was glad to finally get some up on the site.
Have a good rest of the week.....
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I love that story - every time I read it I think - THANK YOU JESUS!
AMEN! and AMEN!
Blessings and love,
Jill
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