Today has been one of those days. You know.. the ones that make you wonder "why in the ho ho did I get out of the bed". I have felt somewhat hormonal the last few days anyway so it started off with some old female issues. For those of you old enough to understand what I'm talking about... if you don't ... just wait until you pass the fifty mark. You either feel like crying or beating someone up. I'm not sure which is the best feeling? No... really.... I'm telling the truth here. The bad part is... it just comes out of no where with no warning at just about anytime. Add a dose of daily life with these already crazy feelings and you have a great big mess of a person. As my niece Amanda put it in her blog... I had my own private pity party... only I'm sure I invited everyone around me. Sorry about that. I did make it through the work day without hurting anyone or breaking anything. As I'm driving home my phone rings and it's a friend... with the answer to a prayer.... my day gets so much better. I lost my desire to beat someone up however, I did cry... tears of joy, tears of thankfulness for such a good friend and tears of hope. I know God is good... even when things don't turn out so well. I know sometimes we think we know what we want and what would be best for us... trust me.... we don't know anything. I've had prayers answered that I discovered were not in my best interest... I did ask for it. If my "friend" happens to read this, I can't tell you how much I appreciate your trust in me. I hope you know I would do the same for you. Thank you God for loving me and placing people in my life.. even the ones I want to beat up.
9 years ago
